Showing posts with label Illustration Friday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Illustration Friday. Show all posts

Saturday, February 03, 2007

A Painting A-Day: The Last Week



I am running a bit late with this update on my Painting-A-Day (downgraded to the much less catchy A Painting Every Second Day here) so in fairness given the time extension I have created more work - eight pieces in all. The lateness was caused by some health issues (migraines provoked by the sudden onset of summer heat here in Brisbane) and the fact that I spent the week working mostly with wax (good choice for hot weather, I hear you say!).
One thing I love about wax is that if you don't like what you've created, you can melt it down or scrape it back and hey presto! start again! The trouble is, this is a little like computers, they don't save you any time, but you can end up with a better end result - it just depends how much patience you have....I am also pretty new to using wax so there is a lot to learn - but after this I feel somewhat more confident...dipping and collage are going okay but painting, well I'm not a painter, so I've got a lot to learn.
The collage shows the works in the order they were finished, and includes two entries for Artwords and one for Illustration Friday. You can see the red paper-cut for IF in my other blog, Amanda-IF and I will do a separate post for the Artwords entry for this week - Memories.
The first piece is a page for my second artists book. You can see my first one here. It is still coming together, but is about the transience of the body. This is a Sheer Heaven transfer of the heart, encased in wax. The working title for the book is "Preserve". There is a LOT more work to be done on this, as this is the first page I've completed. I was pleased to test out my techniques though and find it came together quite well.
Next is a digital entry for last weeks Artwords, which I wasn't really satisfied with and did not end up posting. The prompt was "wind" and it's a digitally altered photo of the wind rustling the trees in our driveway in Melbourne. Looking back a week later, I actually think it captures the theme reasonably well.
Third is an attempt at a collage I've been thinking about which explores the cyclical nature of existence through the lunar cycle. I wasn't at all happy with the woman in this and re-did it, as you can see in the second last piece. This one feels more true to my aesthetic, but still needs work.
Next is my second wax box. You can see more detailed images of this on Flickr. This one is constructed entirely of Japanese lace paper. I plan to make a series of these boxes as part of my masters work so you'll be seeing more of them in future posts.
Next is a red wax collage using Sheer Heaven transfers and inlaid wax drawing. It started as an experimental page for Preserve but I doubt it will be used now. The final piece is an encaustic painting incorporating a little collage and it's my Artwords entry so you'll have to wait for the Artwords post to read about it.
The great thing about this month has been that I have created a lot, explored themes and techniques I've had in mind for literally months, and most pleasingly, been really well and energetic through it all. Now if I could just manage to sustain this level of output, I think I might have a chance of finishing my MFA....
So the plan for the next month is to get working on masters pieces. I have scheduled a visit to Melbourne for late March and I want to have plenty of samples to take down with me. Tomorrow will be a big planning day. Over all, a great start to the year.

Friday, October 13, 2006

More Trouble

Okay, this is better. The other night I couldn't get any filters to work in Photoshop so I just gave up and submitted my pic of Claude as it was. Stupid me didn't realize I was working on an adjustment layer!!! I find whenever I can't get something to work in PS, I'm on the wrong layer... Anyway, this looks more evil.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Trouble


This is my Illustration Friday entry for this week. In all fairness to Claude, whose reputation I have maligned for the sake of this entry, I ask you to check out my avitar on Flickr. There you will see the other side of his nature....yes, he does have a split personality but so do all cats - loving companion vs ruthless killer. I think this paradox is why we can relate to them - it's quite human, really.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Quiet! Let Sleeping Blogs Lie....


This photo is one of a number I have taken while spending lengthy amounts of time lieing on my bed (see below). I love watching the light change during the course of the day, and the patterns it makes interacting with window panes, glass tables, or in this case, venetian blinds. I have a set on Flickr entitled "Light and Shadow" and some of my other photos of light are posted there.


The purpose of this blog was originally to try to document what it is like to live with cfs (I refuse to capitalize it and all that may indicate!!!) and to hope that this may allow me and other readers to identify any strategies or patterns that may be helpful or unhelpful.

However, whenever I get close to starting on this aspect of my life, I find myself withdrawing from the blog process. It's not that I have a problem putting the personal "out there", it's just that I don't want to seem like I am complaining and I'm not sure if I can do this without seeming to be complaining. So... I'd like to state now that I am not seeking sympathy or even admiration, what I am hoping for is insight. Insight for myself into how I might manage my life with this illness in a constructive way that enables me to feel that I am contributing and participating without it being incredibly taxing and stressful. And what I would really love from you, "dear Reader", is for you to tell me if you see any patterns occurring or have any suggestions that you think may be helpful.

Now when I say suggestions, I don't mean "miracle cures". I have had cfs for 16 years next month and believe me, I have tried many a miracle cure, to no avail. I have spent $1000s on remedies and treatments and consultations with this expert and that specialist, and I know that there is no such thing as a miracle cure. I have been seeing a wonderful Physician for some years and he helps me manage my symptoms, but I wasn't actually getting better, so I had my doubts. Then he had to stop practising for family reasons for a few years and I went significantly downhill to the point where I am now. So in retrospect, I can see that while he couldn't cure me, he was definitely maintaining my health. Now I have to try to crawl back, and after nearly a year back on his books, progress is still incredibly slow.

This, however, is a diversion. What I was trying to say is that I am not looking for a magic pill, but I am looking to improve the way I manage my health and my life. As an occupational therapist, I know that there is a lot to be gained in quality of life from working with energy saving strategies and cognitively examining my priorities. I am at a point now where my energy levels are almost the lowest they have been and they are staying fairly constant. Therefore it is incredibly important for me to be sure that the goals I set my self are not only achievable, but meaningful and enjoyable to me.

When there has been so little energy to go around for so long , there is little point in taking the attitude of short term pain for long term gain. For example, what of money and career? I am living on a disability pension and barely scaping by. I really need to be able to create some extra income for myself. However, I have NEVER been the sort of person who can just do a job for the money - work has always had to be inherently meaningful and with so little energy to expend, this is even more crucial. So, I think that examining my priorities is the place to start. And I will. Right after I've had a little lie down....

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Agoraphobia


This is the first week I've taken part in Illustration Friday. It's a massively popular online gallery with weekly challenges. Apparently 200+ people participate - so I figgered I better be in it...

This week the topic is phobia. Agoraphobia has had a significant effect on my whole family. Although only one member has agoraphobia, everyone is impacted. It has taken us a long time to accept how genuine it is but if you have any doubts, you just have to look at how it destroys a person's life. If you could just "get a grip" and overcome it, you would - nobody would live like that if they had a choice.

While you're here take a look at how other people have interpreted phobia on IF, there are some fantastic artists involved. I'm on the look out for lots of spiders...